The
examination period was filled with incessant and frantic activities. I had
spent the last two weeks, reading effortlessly and writing my exams with the
determination to get the best grades.
Okay.
Confession time: I couldn’t do without listening to Najib’s voice. There were
periods that I would read for ten minutes and spend the next two hours talking
and laughing on the phone with him. However, for the past three days, our call
hadn’t lasted long and there had been no chats or text messages. At first, I
thought that he wanted to give me a break so that I would study well, but he
confessed some few days after that he had his daily workload in his office had
been overwhelming.
Yesterday,
we spoke for barely three minutes and he hung up the call without calling back.
Exams were over and I was eager to spend more time with him. An idea struck my
mind when I opened a novel to read after breakfast. I had never gotten the
opportunity to visit Najib in his office. Even when I suggested to him, he
waved his hands nonchalantly and muttered a reply that said it wasn’t
necessary.
‘What
if I make his favourite food and pay him a surprise visit?’ I grinned at myself
as I stood up and headed for the kitchen.
I
was walking with a doleful look, wondering why Najib would be engrossed with
work in the same period when I had just completed my exams. We would have had a
swell time together!
I
hummed the lyrics of Bruno Mars’ When I Was Your Man; the music that I had
listened to a countless number of times in Najib’s car. My lips twitched into a
smile as I imagined the triumphant look on Najib’s face when I show up with a
large cooler, filled with amala and efo riro; his favourite. I knew that it would lessen the work tension and
revive our spark again. Our great love that was scarce to see. I had once
suggested to Najib that we should share a YouTube video with the caption ‘The best love story in Nigeria.’ I was
lying on his laps and laughing between mouthfuls of suya. A large collection of
suya laid in the newspaper wrap and we munched the peppery grilled meat one
after the other.
“You’re
a dreamer chocolate,” Najib had said, laughing uncontrollably and tickling my hands
till I spilled the meat in my mouth without control.
I
grinned like a Cheshire cat, picturing Najib’s face and the way the corner of
his lips creased whenever he smiled. It was a lovely sight to stare at. I would
always fantasize spending all day, staring at Najib’s face. He was the most
handsome man I’d ever set my eyes on. His twinkling eyes were beautiful and
magnificent. His soft-luscious lips could be tempting to stare at. You would
almost run the risk of brushing your lips against it...
“Fareedah...concentrate,”
I soliloquized, reaching for my phone and playing Bruno Mars’ Marry You. It was
one of Najib’s favourite songs. He would sing it while driving, stealing lovely
glances at me and pointing a finger at me when it got to ‘I think I wanna marry you’ part. We could just get married
immediately and start a new family...and I’d become Najib’s wife...then we’d
tell the world how we met and fell in love...
“Fareedah,
concentrate!” I said to myself again as I reached for seasoning cubes and salt
in the shelf. Minutes later, I was engrossed in cooking but I still couldn’t
fight the picture of Najib’s face that clogged my thought.
After
making the meal, I packed a large quantity (I knew Najib wouldn’t be able to
complete half of it) in a cooler and returned to my room to change into a nice
outfit.
I
was wearing my silver earrings when Raqibah barged into my room, squealing in
delight and sweating; her body reeking of a slight bad perspiration and the
mixture of light cologne. It smelt like stale urine. I had no idea that someone
had entered the house. Mom would be very exasperated if she found out that I
had left front door unlocked again.
My
body shivered in fear and anxiety, but I re-gained my composure when I
discovered that it wasn’t a thief...but my best friend.
“What is it oo? You just commot from zoo? Why
you dey pant like this na?” I inquired in a mocking tone.
Raqibah
was always full of wonders. I wondered what could have happened; Did she just
get access to a book she had been striving to possess?
“Someone
just proposed to me!” she screamed with a frisson of excitement.
My
special earrings dropped to the floor in shock and bewilderment. ‘It can’t be possible...probably one of her
pranks.’
“Stop
all this yeye play jhoor. Be serious oo.” I chortled in amusement.
“I’m
serious oo. Someone just
proposed....like proposed...I love you...will you marry me...” She was saying
out of breath and her face was dripping sweat to my carpeted floor.
It
was real...Raqibah was serious...I could see the seriousness in her eyes.
Raqibah couldn’t hold a joke for long without bursting out in laughter.
“Really?
Who? Who’s the lucky man???” I asked hesitantly.
“Munib! He just proposed to me!!!”
The
smile on my face faded instantly. I was gobsmacked. Munib? Okay...that’s fine. Really? Fine? No way! It can’t be fine. Munib
was our course mate, who sat in the second row. He was also a bibliophile and
the third best student in our department. Munib was very dark in complexion and
was slightly shorter than Raqibah. He wore three pairs of trousers every week
and had two shirts. We could predict what he would be wearing the next day and yes,
we were always right (the blue shirt and faded-black trouser on Mondays and the
white shirt and blue trouser on Tuesdays. On Wednesdays and Thursdays, he would
repeat his outfit of Mondays and Tuesdays and wear his faded caftan and cap on
Fridays). Munib wasn’t in anyway perfect and he was our course mate!
Raqibah
was squealing again. “Can’t you imagine? He said that I’m the most beautiful woman
he had ever set his eyes on!” she was beaming with happiness and joy.
I
tried to hide my disappointment because Raqibah was obviously happy...and that
was what mattered.
I
feigned surprise and excitement. “Wow, and you said yes?”
“Of
course! The feeling is mutual...and it has been on for some time now. We study
together sometimes and discuss in the library. We couldn’t hide the deep
feeling we share...so he proposed.” She grinned triumphantly.
I
pulled her into a hug. “Congratulations. I’m happy for you.” My face was
plastered in a terrified rictus.
“Thank
you, bestie. Are you going
somewhere?”
“Yes.
I want to pay Najib a surprise visit at work...and I made his favourite!” I
smiled wistfully.
“That’s
great. You know, I wish that Munib was as perfect as Najib...”
“No
relationship is perfect, Raqibah. I have to leave now.” I said, taking my bag
from the bed.
“I’ll
just remain here and boil rice to eat with the efo riro.” Raqibah was saying as
she removed her clothes. “My regards to
Najib.”
“Okay.
See ya later.” I waved at her and
walked out of the house.
***
Technair
building was larger than I had imagined. It was a three-storey building with
transparent glasses and a huge gold-plated logo that read TECHNAIR. Courtesy to
the transparent glass, I could see swarms of employees at their desk space;
typing away, sipping from cups of coffee, walking and talking in a formal
way...I tried to see if I could spot Najib from afar but the view was a bit
blurry.
I
silently prayed that no undue security protocols would arise at the gate or my
surprise would be ruined. Several brands and models of cars were parked in the
large compound, such that no one else could occupy another space for the
smallest of cars. I could have recognised Najib’s red Mercedes-Benz car but the
cars were too numerous to start studying one by one.
I
entered through the glass door, the air-conditioned room giving me a grand
welcome. People were walking and talking briskly in a formal way, while some
people laughed and walked out of the building. It was obvious that they were
leaving for lunch.
The
men wore black trousers and a classy suit and the women dressed lovingly;
wearing expensive weave-on, high-stiletto shoes, suede jackets, and red-bold
lipstick. I grew jealous, knowing that these women would in no way or the other
come in contact with Najib.
No wonder he wanted me
to use a scarf!
“Hi.”
I smiled at the receptionist who had just ended a call with the telecom on her
desk. “I want to see someone.”
Her
eyelids were thickened with eyeliner and the cornrows on her head were
glittering. I imagined her applying Shea butter on it every morning before
leaving for work. She smiled back sweetly. “Yes please, who do you want to
see?” her voice was sweet as the nightingale and I instantly knew why they had
employed her as the front-desk receptionist.
“Najib
Aliyu.”
“Do
you have an appointment with him?”
“No,
I don’t.”
“Okay...I’ll
inform him that...”
“Fareedah...
Fareedah Adams.”
“Thank
you...that Fareedah Adams is here to see him. Kindly have a seat while I put a
call to him.”
“Thank
you.” I walked to the nearest seat and scanned the areas of the large
reception.
I
could hear the faint sound of her voice. “A Fareedah...ok...you’re...alr...I’ll
tell her...”
“Mr.
Najib said that he will be with you shortly,” she smiled at me.
“Thanks,”
I smiled back, wondering whether her cheeks did not hurt by over-smiling. Because my face was already hurting!
I
could imagine the charming look on Najib’s face when he sees me...and when he
realises that I made his favourite.
While
waiting for him, I read our previous messages. I muffled laughter when I read
the message where he called me a potato. I had promised to give him a knock on
his head when we see again.
I
lifted my eyes to see Najib sauntering towards me. He was putting on a white-starched shirt and a tight black
trousers (I could practically see the shape of his legs). I smiled at him but
he didn’t return my smile. Instead, he furrowed his eyebrows as he strode
towards me. “What are you doing here?” he gave me a death stare.
It
was so rude. No greetings...no smiles and warm welcome. I was visiting his
office for the first time and all he could say was, ‘What are you doing here?’
“I
decided to pay you a surprise visit since you’ve been very busy...and I brought
you lunch...efo riro and amala with ogunfe!” I winked at him, definite that hearing his favourite would
make him feel better (Yes, I knew that work stress could be overwhelming).
Najib
was looking daggers at me. “I’ve had lunch.” He replied brusquely.
My
heart sunk instantly. “Alright. You can still...”
“What
else do you want Fareedah?” he raised his voice harshly and he was staring at
me in a repugnant way.
Fareedah? The same
person you call chocolate? That you’ve promised to give her all of your heart?
“I
thought we could...”
“Since
you have nothing meaningful to say, excuse me.” He blurted, scowling and
storming out of my presence. Without a
goodbye!
I
could hardly breathe. Tears stung my eyes as I watched him leave my presence. I
was crestfallen. I held the tip of the wide chair for support. Wasn’t he the
same Najib that would tell me the sweetest things and smile breathtakingly?
Wasn’t he the one that captured my heart?
‘Fareedah...don’t be
too quick to judge. Najib is not this way and you know that. He’s definitely
stressed from work. He’ll get over it.’
I thought as I turned towards to the receptionist who stared at me with pitiful
eyes.
‘Don’t get all pitiful.
We’re engaged and we love ourselves.’
I thought, wishing I could spit that to the receptionist’s face.
But
I decided that I wouldn’t transfer my aggression to an innocent soul. I
tightened my hands around the cooler and walked out of the building.
Just
as I left Technair building, I met Moyo at the entrance with two ladies. They
were laughing and gossiping in hush whispers. I was certain that it was their method
of having fun during their lunch period.
She
was putting on an A-cut white and black striped trousers and a very tight black
blazer that almost ripped her body off. “What are you doing here?” she glared
at me.
The
other ladies, wondering who I was had turned to give me black looks, just like
their friend had done.
“And
how is that your business?” I rolled my eyes at her.
I
was downcast and furious; another irritation from Moyo or anyone would turn me
to a spit-fire. I had witnessed enough drama for the day. Moyo shouldn’t add to
them.
She
roared with laughter and mimicked what I had said. “Who’s giving this one confidence sef? See how she dress like pepper
seller.” She said wryly, glaring at me from up to down.
I
was almost crying but I decided to comport myself or I’d make a mockery of
myself before leaving.
Then
the latest news would be, ‘Fareedah,
Najib’s fiancée, disgraced herself by crying in public because his former lover
made a jest of her.’
‘God
forbid.’ I muttered as I started to walk away but Moyo pulled me back.
“Be deceiving yourself ehn!. You don’t know
that you’re so-called Najib is engaged to someone else. You better goan find
one alfa to marry.” Moyo sneered at me and her friends joined in making a
mockery laugh.
“Those
ones with unruly beards and short trousers that dangle around their legs,” one
of her friends ridiculed and they all broke into a staccato of laughter.
I
hurried out of the compound with my face, filled to the brim with tears. I flagged
a taxi on the road and hopped into the rickety- black faded taxi without asking
the old driver with three tribal marks at both cheeks for the fare. I rested my
head and watched the path that the car was passing. A while later, I buried my face in my hijab
and cried profusely.
“Aa ti de junction oo,” the driver yelled
at me.
I
raised my head in a startling way and squeezed the hundred naira note into his
scarred palm. As I got down, I could hear the driver murmuring in Yoruba,
condemning the 21st-century women that would give all of their heart
to a man (If only he could understand what had happened!)
I
dabbed at my eyes with a handkerchief, cleaned my misty face with my hijab and
wore the dark sunglasses that Najib had bought last month for me. This was to
avoid stares from the people on the street.
When
I returned home, I was glad that Raqibah had left and my mom had not returned
from the shop. I buried my face in the pillow and soaked it with tears. I
wanted to pretend that it was all a dream...that Najib didn’t glare at me with palpable
disdain...that he didn’t walk out on me and stared at me like I was refuse
bin...I wanted it all to be a dream but it wasn’t. It was real!
A/N: Heyy readers! I sincerely apologise for the late update (to those I promised an update yesterday). This week's workload has been overwhelming...but, we have a new episode!!!
Two significant events occurred in this episode:
1. Raqibah finally finds her heart desire...even though Fareedah is not pleased with her choice.
2. Najib turns into a monster and displays an unusual attitude.
What are your thoughts? Could the work stress cause this strange behaviour...or do you think Moyo is right?
Happy reading!!!💕💕
Twist.
ReplyDeleteAllah alone should be our only Hope.
Never give up your ideology for anything.....
Very true sis. May ALlaah guide us always.
ReplyDeleteI almost cried, well it's one of those things that happens, but the best thing is just to put one's trust on God. Waiting for the next episode.
ReplyDeleteYou're very correct, we should all put our trust in God.
DeleteThanks for reading 😘
I almost cried, well it's one of those things that happens, but the best thing is just to put one's trust on God. Waiting for the next episode.
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