While
walking to Tantalizers, I brushed my clothes and fantasized seeing Najib again.
I had seen him just once but imagining his lovely pair of eyes and a sparkling
set of teeth made me shudder.
‘Fareedah, how do you
eat when you’re on a date?’ I muttered, unlocking
my phone and trying to reach out to Google.
The
flash of light on the phone from the sun rays almost blinded my vision. No one
advised me to put my phone away that I returned it to my bag. I took a mint
from my purse and started to chew, to keep my breath fresh.
Tantalizer
was upstairs of a large shopping complex. I was just about to place a foot on
one of the steps when I heard my voice being called.
“Fareedah.”
I turned to see Aatiyah walking towards me.
She
wore a thick brown-coloured khimar and red-framed spectacles. Aatiyah is the
Ameerah of the Muslimahs’ Students Society, the same association that I hardly
miss out on every week.
Aatiyah
is really beautiful... the kind of beauty that’ll make you gape. Despite her
modest dressing and natural look, Aatiyah always had this outstanding appearance
that made her look unique. If it isn’t her flawless caramel skin or a new set
of spectacular spectacle, it would be her colourful wedge shoes or a lovely
bag. She is petite and calm-natured. She always had a glittery smile lingering
on her face and her voice was sweet and melodious. It’s of no surprise that she
was chosen as the Ameerah... I mean, she had the charismatic quality to attract
new members to the society.
“Asalamu
‘alaykum sister. How have you been?” her face crinkled in a smile.
I
moved closer to her and shook her right hand. “Wa’alaykumu salam. I’ve been
good.” I replied, smiling back.
Believe
me; you can’t avoid forcing a smile when with Aatiyah.
“Alhamdulillah.
You look...lovely Fareedah.” Her eyes glinted as she surveyed my look.
“Thank
you.” I blushed.
“You
didn’t attend lectures this week and it’s so unlike you. This is the first time
you’re missing the lecture and I am wondering what could be wrong?” she
furrowed her eyebrows as she stared at me.
“My
mom wasn’t feeling too fine on Monday and I needed to hurry home to prepare
lunch for her.”
“Subhanallah.
Hope she’s fine now?”
“Yes,
she is.”
“It’s
really painful that you couldn’t attend the lecture. Ustaz Sanuth gave a
lecture on the virtues of performing tahajjud. Ahh...you really missed a lot,
Fareedah. Anyway, you can have my jotter. I noted down the very important
points.” She said, reaching for her silver bag as rummaged inside, searching
for her jotter.
Gosh!
I know this sounds bad but I really do not feel bad about missing the lecture. You
know; if I did attend the lecture on that day, would I have had the chance to
meet Najib? Definitely no!
“Oh,
here it is.” Aatiyah handed the book with rough covers. “I can get it next week
okay?” she beamed.
“Okay.
Masallam.” I smiled at her and started to climb the steps.
Each
step I took reminded me of Najib...his resonant voice, sweet talk, lovely
eyes...how much I love those eyes!
Within
seconds, I was at the entrance of Tantalizers, and I took deep breaths while
hesitating to enter the eatery.
“You can do this
Fareedah. He is a simple and accommodating person.”
I mumbled, reaching for the handle of the door when it opened itself.
“Welcome,
ma’am.” A young man, dressed in white and blue uniform smiled at me.
“Thank
you.” I gestured, entering surreptitiously into the warm and large room that
was filled with swarms of people.
Finally, I enter
Tantalizers!!! I cheered within me.
I
could see students...mostly couples, digging on fried rice and roasted chicken.
It looked like the official meal for taking someone on a date. The room bubbled
with talks and laughter...and for a minute, I stood still at one point, scanning
around for the sight of Najib.
“Where
can he be? Didn’t he notice my entrance? Now, these students will be staring at
me awkwardly,” I muttered, reaching for my phone to dial his number.
“Hey.”
I heard a familiar voice and the sight of a hand, waving in the air.
It is Najib! It is
Najib!
I
grinned excitedly, anxiously walking over to where he was sitting. The eatery
was a square-sized room composed with rows of rounded tables and three chairs
surrounding each of them. The wall was painted red and a large picture of a
dark-complexioned lady was posted on the wall with the inscription, ‘melanin popping.’ At the right-hand
side of the room was a large stand and a couple of staffs, taking orders and
handing the customers their requests in a tray.
Najib
was seated at the left-hand corner of the room, just beside the wall. I fiddled
with the hem of my hijab as I was walking to where he sat.
I
had several thoughts. What would Najib’s
expression be when I enter the room? Will he really find me beautiful? Oh
gosh. I smacked my forehead and marched to where he was.
“Heyyyy...Fareedah
is here...” Najib cheered, standing up from his seat.
He
clasped his hands excitedly and beamed at me. Najib looked really handsome. He
was putting on a red shirt tucked in a pair of jean trousers. He looked fairer
than when I had first met him...I can’t tell why but he looked really
different...more handsome. I was just realizing that he had a broad chest and a
birthmark at the side of his neck. Dimples formed at both sides of his cheek as
he smiled.
I
was studying Najib really well...and he looked more handsome than I had ever
imagined.
Would I be able to
sleep tonight? I thought, imagining the face of
Najib occupying my mind and preventing me from going to sleep.
“Have
a seat, chocolate.” He said, still having this fixed smile that displayed the
whiteness of his teeth.
It
was then I noticed that he was not alone...that the female-younger version of
Najib was seated beside him, chewing furiously on a gum, sipping from her cup
of yogurt intermittently and focusing on her phone. I wondered if she even
noticed my presence. She was typing away on her phone without drifting her
gaze.
Without
Najib introducing her, I knew at one that I was seeing Fauziyyah, the only
sister of Najib. She was very fair in complexion; fairer than Najib and she
also had this dot-mark by the side of her neck.
She
wore a knee-length pink-coloured gown that had flowers designs on it. She wore
a black cap and a large-silver pair of butterfly earrings dangled on her ears.
A red bold lipstick lingered on her lips and her eyelids blinked away in thick-black
eyeliner.
“Nice
to see you again Chocolate...you look...ahhh...breathtaking...” Najib
exclaimed, peering at me.
Blood
rushed to my cheeks as I took a seat opposite him and dropped my bag on the
table. I could notice Najib’s riveted gaze on me and I pulled away.
“My
bad...this is my naughty sister, Fauziyyah. And Fauziyyah, meet Fareedah, the
lady I told you so much about.” He gestured and Fauziyyah pulled her gaze away
from her phone and stared at me.
I
felt very nervous as Fauziyyah’s large and whitish eyes were fixed on me,
giving me a shrewd look. I could imagine what she was thinking about me:
1. She
is so short and thin. Doesn’t she eat?
2. She’s
dark with nice skin. No wonder he calls her chocolate!
3. She
has nice lips and lovely nose. She’s beautiful...not very pretty.
4. She’s
quite religious...but she’s bad at combining colours. I’m sure she’s appearing
this way to please my brother.
5. But
wait! Why did my brother change his taste for women? Well, it’s a nice
improvement.
I
could imagine these thoughts as she eyed me and turned to continue with
whatever she was doing on her phone. “Oh, she’s the chocolate,” Fauzaiyyah said
matter-of-factly.
Najib
chuckled, “Yes, she is, Fauziyyah. What would you like to take?” he turned to
me, “don’t tell me it is water or we’ll quarrel this afternoon.” He chortled.
“Anything
will do,” I replied, scanning around the room.
Oh, no. Why will Najib’s
sister be here? This wouldn’t go fine at all. She doesn’t look friendly. Isn’t
this supposed to be a date? Maybe Raqibah is right...I’ll just be mother-zoned.
What if he’s trying to
hook me up with Fauziyyah with the saying; “Chocolate, you’re the best person
to take good care of my sister and make her concentrate on her studies. I don’t
mind coming every week to give you gifts as an appreciation for taking good
care of my sister. Or, isn’t that how nannies are being treated?”
I imagined Najib saying that.
Gosh! I imagine too
much...that’s my problem.
“Fareedah,
are you fine?” Najib gave me a concerned look.
I
tried to comport myself. “Yes, I am...I’m perfect.”
“You
look stressed out. Hope the test went really well? I’m sorry, I could have left
you to go home and rest but I really wanted to see you. I have something to
tell you...” he said, and pulled away from me.
What could it be? What
I’m thinking?
Najib
cleared his throat anxiously as he was standing up. “I’ll go get you
something...and you must not reject it.” He smiled in a thrilling way as he
walked away.
I
was then left with his sister who seemed to be so lost in whatever she was
doing. I tried to initiate a conversation.
“So
do you have friends?” I smiled at her.
Fauziyyah
twitched her lips without looking away from her phone. “This gadget right here
is my friend.”
“Oh,
how can a telephone gadget be your friend?” I wondered.
Finally,
she dropped her phone on the table and looked at me. “My friends...my
dreams...my passion...I connect to everything through here.” She replied,
pointing at the silver-plated iPhone that was resting on the table.
I
shook my head awkwardly. “I see. So you love art?”
“Art
is my life,” Fauziyyah remarked and picked up her phone again.
I
guessed there was nothing else to say. The young lady wanted her privacy...with
her phone.
Najib
sauntered to where we were sitting that minute with a tray filled with steaming
fried rice and jollof rice, salad and fried chicken. Beside the plate was a
pack of orange juice and a glass cup.
“I
guess you haven’t had lunch. This should satisfy you. Tell me if you want
something more.” He placed the tray in front of me and I smiled shyly.
“Thank
you...I think this will do.”
“Brother
Najib, I need to get going. I have a lecture by 3 pm.” Fauziyyah said blankly,
carrying her bag and still typing on her phone.
Najib
rolled his eyes. “You’re sure you have a lecture?”
She
glared at him and replied sarcastically, “No, I want to meet a man at the
nearby hotel. Come on bro, stop acting too over-protective. Bye bro, have a
nice day Fareedah.” She said brusquely and started to walk away.
Within
a minute, she was out of the door, talking on the phone. I heaved a sigh of
relief. Finally, it was me and Najib. Alone!
Najib
raked his dark hair. “I don’t know why I feel like I am losing her. I want her
to share every bit of her life with me but she’s been so withdrawn. Now I know
what it means to be a parent.”
“Fauziyyah
is no longer that young girl that meets you to discuss everything that’s
happening in her life. You ought to take care of her, but you have to give her
space. She shouldn’t feel pressured. Don’t give her the chance to grumble when
she sees your call.” I said.
I
remembered how much my mom is so bothered about me...wanting to know all that is
happening in my life and wondering if she can solve any of my worries.
“You’re
right, Fareedah. You’re so smart.” Najib eyes twinkled at me, in this deep way
that almost made me melt.
I
took a spoon of rice and chewed awkwardly. Najib didn’t stop staring at me. It
made me very uncomfortable. I reached for my phone and googled; “How to act on
a first date.”
“What
are you doing with your phone?” he asked, peering at the phone.
I
tucked my hands away. “It’s nothing.”
Najib
smirked. “Let me see.”
“No...”
I was late. Najib had grabbed the phone and he was reading through. I felt hot
and red all over.
“How
to behave in your first date... do not talk too much...do not eat
much...comport yourself and maintain eye contact...don’t dress too fashionable
or too simple...” he read from the phone and returned it to the table,
grimacing. “Chocolate, all these do not matter. What matters is that I like
you, really much. I don’t care about what you say or how you eat...I want you
to be yourself, okay?”
I
shivered in excitement and anxiety. Najib
just said that he likes me. “Yes.”
I
took more spoonfuls of rice and soon, I started to feel very comfortable around
Najib. He was scrolling through the phone and remarking about how boring I am.
I practically have less than ten pictures on my phone.
“Would
you mind if we take a picture?”
I
smiled widely and Najib clicked on the snap button. We just had our first picture!
“This
looks really beautiful chocolate. We look perfect.” He grinned, showing me the
picture.
It
truly was lovely.
“I’ll
make this your background picture. Whenever you take your phone, you’ll think
of me,” he laughed and I smiled awkwardly.
Only if he knows
there’s hardly a time that I do not think of him.
“Fareedah?”
“Yes?”
I answered absent-mindedly, reaching for the juice and pouring some of its
contents into the cup.
“I
don’t know...I have something to ask of you...saying yes will make me the
happiest man on earth...I don’t even know how to ask...
I
noticed how nervous he was. What does he
want to ask? That I take care of his sister? Of course, she’s very precious to
him and taking care of her will make him the happiest man on earth. ‘She’s all
I have.’ Isn’t that what he once said?
“Spill,
Najib. Just say it. I’m all agog. I’ll try my best to fulfill your request.”
“Okay,”
Najib straightened his shirt and gulped my cup of juice. “Will you mind if we
start a relationship...I mean we start from somewhere and make it grow?”
I
spilled a lump of chicken from my mouth. I didn’t mind that I was violating a
dating rule.
My
face crinkled in bewilderment. “You mean we should start an intimate
relationship?”
“Yes
Fareedah, I can’t think of spending my life with anyone asides you. Will you
make me the happiest man?”
My
head seemed to revolve and my forehead became sweaty. Was I dreaming? How can everything happen so fast?
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