“I....”
I tried to speak, floundering my words but what came out were breaths of air. I
felt an agog exhilaration seeping away.
‘What is wrong with me?
Why can’t I talk? Is this really true?’
I thought, imagining that it was night and my eyes had widened from my dreamy
sleep, only to realize that it was all a dream.
“Fareedah, I know this is all too fast and...”
Najib prattled but I could hardly comprehend what he was saying.
My
thoughts were clogged with his words, “Will
you make me the happiest man?”
Yes! I’ll make you
happier than the happiest man...but, isn’t this too fast?
...What more do you
want, Fareedah? Isn’t this what you want? To be with Najib? To be the air that
he breaths and the reason for the smile that lingers on his lips? What more do
you want?
Najib
stood up and placed his hands over his face. He was evidently shivering. “I’m
sorry Fareedah. I shouldn’t have said this. I know you need time...” he was
saying beseechingly.
“No,
Najib. Please sit.” I whispered and he returned to his seat, immediately, eyes
fixed on me.
His
stare made me very uncomfortable but I mustered the courage to give him an
answer. To tell him how I felt about him.
Say it. Say it. Tell
him how you feel!
“Najib,
I’d love to make you the happiest man. My answer is a yes!” I grinned at him.
“Yayyyyy!”
He screamed in delight and raised his hands into the air.
The people
that were sitting close to where we were, turned to give us curious looks but I
wasn’t bothered. It didn’t matter. What mattered was that I was experiencing a
different feeling; the feeling that had captivated every part of me. What
mattered was that I had won the heart of a handsome man...with the kind of
looks that we see on the TV and magazines cover...the kind of look that had
been rendered impossible for us to win. What mattered was that I’ll spend the
rest of my life with him...the dark-complexioned man with the breath-taking
smile that could rend mountains apart.
That was what mattered!
***
It
was twenty minutes later and I was in Najib’s car; sitting beside him as he was
driving and narrating his story of growing up in the UK and relocating to
Nigeria with his sister. He wanted me to know more about him. It was really sweet!
“Guess
my dad’s profession?” he drifted his gaze from the road and turned briefly to
me, flashing a bright smile.
For
a moment, I faltered. Why would Najib’s smile make me unable to comport myself?
Well, I’ll get used to him soon.
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“Erm....he’s
a doctor?” I said with uncertainty, simpering.
Najib
roared in laughter. “No. Okay, let me give you a hint. It’s not the regular
medicine, engineering or law profession. It’s something different.”
“He’s
a geologist?”
Najib
rolled his eyes. “You’re very wrong. He’s a movie producer.” His lips twitched
amusingly and I laughed in response.
Really? A movie producer?
Of all occupations in the planet earth?
“What
of your mother?” I asked him.
“She
is a tour agent.”
“Oh,
I see.” I rubbed my palm, trying to imagine the look on my mom’s face when I
would say, “Najib’s father is a movie
producer.”
Throughout
the journey to my house, I ended up knowing a lot about Najib and his family.
So his parents were actually divorced. His mother did not have a specific
residence as she travels all around the world. She was currently in Dubai,
touring the cuisines. His father was the famous Aasad Bernard. A very wealthy
man, he got married to two wives after the separation from Najib’s mother.
After Najib completed his Master’s degree in Software Development, he had
relocated to Nigeria to start working and enroll his sister in a university.
I
was curious; I had to know why they had decided to return to Nigeria. “Why
didn’t Fauziyyah school in the United Kingdom? Why do you have to relocate to
Nigeria, to work?”
Najib
sighed very deep that I wished I hadn’t asked. I could see how he struggled to
respond.
“It’s
really complicated, chocolate... there are some family issues that can’t be
explained. We just had to return to start a new life here. But, I am happy that
I came here. How would I have met you?”
I
felt a flush of joy. Everything was happening like a dream. Everything was too
smooth and lovely...too sweet to fathom.
Najib
parked in front of our gate and turned towards me. “I can’t explain how I feel
today. You’ve made me very fulfilled. Thank you, for giving me a chance into
your heart. I promise that you’ll never regret it.”
“I
know.” I smiled shyly, staring at his brown eyeballs.
“I’ll
be travelling to Abuja tomorrow morning but I’ll be back before Saturday. I
have a little surprise for you, but you have to wait till then.” He said as his
cheeks glowed.
“Alright...I
should get going.” I reached for my bag and held my phone.
“I
love you.” Najib blurted as he bestowed on me, a sweet smile.
I
cleaned my eyes nervously and opened the car door hurriedly. “Bye Najib.”
I
jostled into the gate and close it with a thump, without turning back; without
bothering to see if Najib was still in his car as he would be wondering why I
had behaved really weird.
I
hurried upstairs to find the entrance door still locked. That meant that my mom
hadn’t returned from her shop. I almost screamed in delight, celebrating my
luck.
I
had no problem with my mom being around but I just wasn’t in the mood to relate
all that had transpired during the day. More so, I still found it hard to
believe. I was assured that a cold shower would snap me back to reality...would
assure me that I hadn’t been hallucinating.
I
entered the stuffy living room and hurried to peek at Najib through the window.
I wondered what he would be thinking about me. ... ‘boring...what was I thinking? She isn’t even beautiful, haven’t you
made a mistake? She’s more religious...can she suit my taste?’
Najib’s
car pulled away and entered the path that led out of the street.
“You
need a cold shower,” I muttered with a tizz, walking to my room and hauling my
bag on the bed. I changed into a towel and entered the bathroom for a quick
shower.
Leaving
the bathroom, I felt much better and reality had dawned on me. Najib had said
‘I love you’ and I just couldn’t reply. I changed into a skimpy red gown and
re-packed my hair with a band, staring at myself in the mirror and wishing my
skin was lighter in colour and my nose was more pointed.
I
sauntered to the kitchen, clutching my phone at one hand and checking
effortlessly for a new notification. I placed a pot of water on the fire and
broke spaghetti into it, a minute later. I had just covered the lid of the pot
when a new notification flashed the light to my screen.
I
almost spilled salt on my body as I hastened to unlock the phone. Much to my
disappointment, it was a message from MTN, telling me to subscribe to sports
news.
“Ugh!”
I almost yanked the phone away but the background picture of Najib and me made
me pleased. I returned to my purple-painted room, where I found solace always.
It was a medium-sized room that composed of a bed, a reading table, and a small
wardrobe. Several paintings and inscriptions of Muslimah quotes were on my
wall. I had designed them when I was in my final year in secondary school and I
never cared to clean them off.
I
laid on my bed and reached for Professor’s Audu’s lecture note, comparing the
note with what I had written in the test. My thoughts darted to when Najib and
I left Tantalizers and walked to the mosque for prayers; the crowd peering at
us as we walked side by side. I was just imagining ‘us’ in a few years time,
married and walking together, to the mosque as a couple.
My
phone buzzed and I hustled to grab it from my bed. In the process, it fell to
the ground with a loud thud.
Hi sweets. How are you?
-Najib
Heyyy... now it is sweets? How about
chocolateJ
-Fareedah
Hahaha. It’s barely an hour and it
seems like a day. I’m seriously missing you.
–Najib.
I grinned broadly as I was typing,
J
-Fareedah.
“It’s that all? You don’t miss me too?”
-Najib
Najib
called me instantly and I was hesitant to pick up. “Hi, Najib. This is all new
to me...I mean that this is my first relationship.”
“I
understand. You don’t have to worry, I’ll groom you. But first, you have to
stop calling me by my name.”
I
raised my hands nonchalantly as I pressed the phone closer to my ear. “What
then?”
“Sweetheart.”
“Sweetheart?”
My eyes widened in shock.
“Oooh...my
heart just skipped hearing that from you. You have to patient and let things
flow. Our love for each other will grow every single day. We’ll make the best
couple...” he was saying.
I
bit my lips in anxiety. “Can I ask you a question?”
“Okay,
go on.”
“Why
did you choose me? Why did you decide to start a relationship with me?”
“Fareedah!” I heard my mom’s voice very close to my room
door.
“I’ll
talk to you later.” I hung up, without waiting for his response.
My
mom opened my door that minute with furrowed eyebrows. “What is wrong with
you?” she yelled at me.
I
stood and walked towards her. She was putting on a brown gown and gold veil.
She had two bags in both hands and it was obvious that she had just entered the
house.
“Nothing,”
I replied enigmatically, watching her in fear.
She
yanked the bags she was holding to the floor and felt the side of my neck. “You
are not sick. What’s wrong then? Why did you leave the entrance door open? What
if those neighbours children barge into the house without your knowledge?”
“I’m
sorry mom. It skipped my mind.” I returned to the bed and my mom sat in front
of me, raising scrutinizing eyes on me and doubting every bit of my gesture.
“Fareedah,
when did you start to hide things from me? I thought that we are best friends?
Tell me now.” She raised her eyes and I cleared my throat.
My
mom was so observant. She didn’t even make me wait for a day before telling
her. “That man that dropped me at home the other day?”
“Yes!
I know it would be about him.” My mom smirked and I shoot her a warning glance.
“We
met again and... he proposed to me.”
“When
is he visiting?”
I
raked my hair. “Not yet, mom. We want the relationship to progress with time.”
“Are
you serious? What do you even know about him?”
“He
has told me about his family. I know his sister.” I replied adamantly.
“Is
he religious? Where are his parents?”
I
couldn’t tell my mom about Najib’s parents...at least not now. “I have no
knowledge of his level of righteousness. His dad is in the United Kingdom.”
“What
then? What do you like about him?”
“Mom,
this is my first relationship and I’m trying to get used to the fact that I’m
with someone. These questions are pulling me off and making me feel anxious.
“Okay...okay,”
My mom stood up from the bed and reached for her bags that were lying on the
floor. “I need to see him as soon as possible...and be careful.” She shot me a
warning look before leaving the room.
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