I sat on the oversized seat in our usual restaurant and my
favourite seat felt hot all of a sudden. The man I fell in love with looked so
strange that I demandeed to see him for clarification.
''Okay, Fareedah...'' he cleared his throat, ''...let's get
straight to the point''. He sounded bold
but I could see the beads of sweat forming around his forehead despite the
fully air-conditioned room.
"Najib, tell me it's the biggest dream of your life''.
I let out the words from my dry throat and I wondered if there was a speck of
saliva in it.
''It is impossible. I'm a normal muslim and you're too
muslim for my liking'', He blurted out and my spine arched from within.
''Aren't we both muslims? Why are you just realising after
you've captured my neart?'' I said trying to hide my face from him.
''I don't like the hijab, Fareedah. This is new age and
globalisation has changed everything. We all ought to be trendy. I want my
woman to open her cloak and show her beauty. I'm very sorry if I hurt you but
I've found someone who is just what I want". He grabbed his car keys and
stormed out of the building and everything went blank.
I woke up to find myself in my room, sorrounded by my family
members. I began to cry again when I realised all that happened.
''It's not the end of the world, my love. Allah has clearly
shown that he is not the right man for you''. My mother whispered softly as sh
caressed my hands. I couldn't say a word. I just laid there and stared at their
blurred vision one by one.
Shortly after, they all left the room leaving me with my
mother who stared affectionatelyinto my grief-stricken eyes. Slowly, I began to
shed more tears.
''My dear child...what you're shedding tears is not worth
it. It is clearly written in the Glorious Qur'an that hijab is a commandement
of the Almighty Allah for all believing women. Any man that tells you to go
against the Commandement of Allah is not a true believer and therefore does not
deserve to be your husband. You have to take heart my daughter". She hugged
me tightly and I sobbed on her shoulders. That was the last time I shed tears
for Najib. Never again!
It was exactly three months after the encounter with Najib
and I trued to move on with the notion that someone better would find me. I had
gone to a grocery store to buy food for lunch when on my way back home, the
rain suddenly started. There was no hiding corner and I placed my hand over my
forehead as I tried to stop a taxi. I was in the rain for about five minutes
and I was getting drenched. I started finding it difficult to se e clearly and
stop whatever vehicle I could glimpse when a car halted slowly beside me. I
hesitataed for a minute but as the rain increased in intensity, I hopped into
rhe car.
''Asalam'alaykum''. I turned to the grinning of a handsome
young man clearly in his late twenties. I also didn't the sight of his
milk-coloured, neatly arranged set of teeth and his bright eyes.
''Wa'alaykum salam", I replied as I gnashed my teeth
and shivered.
''I'm sorry about your condition. Where do you stay?"
"Down...down...the...street". I pointed with my
index finger.
''Okay then, I'm Habeeb''.
''Fareedah".
''Fareedah".
We drove down to my house and when I attempted to come down,
he was already at the door with an umbrella. My mother welcomed him warmly in
spite of my companion being a stranger. I dashed into my room as I dried my
hair in my room. To clear my doubt, I entered the living room. My mother had
prepared hot cocoa for him and they both sat like mother and son.
"I am greatly enjoying the company of your new
friend",She winked at me.
That was how Habeeb became a part of our small family. He
either visited with loads of goodies or took me to restaurants I'd never been
to. He proposed marriage to me a couple of months later and I cheerfully
accepted.
When I asked what got him attracted to me at first sight, I
was flabbergastered when his reply caem: ''It was the precious figure I saw in
a wet green hijab that attracted me to you''.
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